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Rule No.6: Remember that you can't live forever.

Why do I not regret how I have lived my life? They say life flashes before your eyes when you die, and it really does. Being hit with a car really opened my eyes. Here I am sending my final messages and thoughts from the beyond the grave. Yes, I have continuously complained about marrying George Wilson, but looking back on life, I can’t say it was actually that big of a mistake. He just wanted love and everyone deserves love. I was very caught up in the idea that I should have only married someone of my social status. I never even gave having a loving relationship with George a chance. But, if I had not been in an unhappy relationship with George Wilson, I would have never gotten together with Tom. I couldn’t even imagine regretting my relationship with Tom Buchanan. That was probably the best part of my life. It was everything I wished for and more. Although wrong, my affair with Tom brought a great amount of happiness into my life. It was like a secret party life that I got to have on the side. I got the glimpse into the world of the rich. Tom was my step into a greater life, and I was content experiencing it for the time that I was with him. My life was amazing and I truly lived it to its fullest extent.

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  1. Tyler C.May 15, 2018 at 5:47 AM

    Myrtle why did you have to run out in the street and die?!? i loved you with all my heart but you betrayed me. tom was not a better man than i was, you just liked his money. tom never loved you, you were just an object to him. if only you just stayed at home with me we could have gotten away from all this bullshit and go west and be happy for the rest of our lives.
    Love,
    George Wilson

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